Fears of the Future?

I've been working as a journalist for years. I officially started in 1992 but I'm pretty sure to say I was born journalist. When I was 9 I used to write and designing a newspaper about soccer every day after my school day.

However, I officially started in 1992 when the "Messaggero" newspaper published an article of mine. I've been walking through these years working for many newspapers in Italy and in the US, I've changed my style moving up to the editor-in-chief position creating a lot of magazines bringing them to the highest level. 

Now I'm about to change everything. I'm on the verge to change what I've done for 37 years to move on somewhere else. And somewhat else. 

Latest news: one of the magazines I use to work with has been sold. I'm not a seer, but I guess the others will follow the same doom. Is it good? Sure, a big chapter of my life is closing. 

I can't say it's a whole book because of I could start over working as journalist somewhere else, maybe abroad.

I'm working a lot on my English language. I know it's not perfect, I know I'm still making a lot mistakes while I write on this blog but if you read posts I wrote a couple of months ago and you compare them to what I'm writing now, you know, you can find a big difference. It'm not perfect but it's quite better, and this is the first step onto one of the patterns that will bring me to the Future.

I'm on the left side of a river. I see my Future on the other side but between us there is a river. It's a big, strong, wild river. I look at it and I ask to myself: what am I doing to across?

A lot. Whilst I see my old city (my first 37 years) becoming every day farther, I'm working on my boats which will help me to across the river. 

Now, it doesn't matter the items of these boats, the issue is: am I ready to go over? Am I ready to step forward? Am I ready to start over?

I guess anyone is really ready to start something new, I think people just jump into the future and than, whatever happens will make our personal history.

I'm not on this mood yet. I'm still stuck on the left side of the river. But I feel that fire, the energy that moves the world, is just raising up inside me. Will it be sufficient to move on? 

I'm pretty sure. 

Anybody is ready to start. It's just a question of jumpin in. But any jump is going to be good without the Energy. And I'm starting to feel it....

Fears of Future? No, excited by the unknown Future.